tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89665607449361206052024-03-06T10:16:53.061+08:00..::Coretan Safiyyah::..kisah suka, duka, gelaktawa dan tangisan...bersatu menjadi sebuah coretan.Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.comBlogger139125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-27029136570821053022017-02-08T11:42:00.000+08:002017-09-05T11:04:54.945+08:00Rutin...Entah Sampai Bila<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Husband admit wad lagi...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Infection kat tulang peha yg patah tu </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dah hampir 2 minggu dia di wad</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">So mcm biase la trpaksa mulakan lagi rutin yg dah hampir sethn 5 bln dok buat tu </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ape lagi klau bukan ulang alik ke hospital lepas waktu keje</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tp saya dah x jlnkan rutin mcm dulu2</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya dah terlalu penat </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya dah letih nak berulang alik ke hospital lepas waktu keje so xde dah pegi jenguk dia setiap hari</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Pandai2 dia lah mcm mana nak teruskn hidup</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya pegi ikut suke kalau saya larat </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lagipun keluarga saya dah pesan...ape2 pun kene jaga diri sendiri dulu baru pikir org lain</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Yup...ade betulnya kan</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Utk ape berkorban utk org yg lgsg xreti nak hargai makna sebuah pengorbanan</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya dah xkisah lagi org nak ckp ape pun</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kalau dulu saya ikhlas berulang alik ke hospital demi suami tp keluarga mertua ckp yg buruk2 psl saya sumenye serba xkena</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">So sekrg saya dah xpeduli lagi sbb rase ikhlas tu dah xde</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bagi saya...terpulanglah suami nak ckp ape nak pikir ape pun</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kalau dia rase saya isteri yg jahat sbb abaikan dia yg sdg sakit mcm tu, dia ade hak utk lepaskan saya dan saya lagi suke kot.huhu </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sbnrnya byk yg nak diluahkan tp tgh bz dgn keje di pejabat sekrg ni</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Stress jgk sekrg ni dgn faktor kewangan</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Gaji x naik2...bonus xde...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Keje pulak sorang2 nak tampung keluarga</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Boleh gila jadinya</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tp walau ape pun...hidup tetap perlu diteruskan.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #4c1130;"><span style="font-size: large;">Mohon kawan2 doakan yg terbaik utk saya dan anak2 ye... </span></span></span></b></div>
<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-66440272499691197742017-01-09T11:47:00.002+08:002017-01-09T11:47:41.220+08:00Mimpi...Berdosakah Saya<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Malam td tido saya disinggahi mimpi</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Xsemena2 betina indon tu pulak yg menjelma dlm mimpi
saya</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Ntah dari mana dtgnya dia, tetibe dia boleh berada di
rumah keluarga saya di kg</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Ntah dari mana dtgnya dia, adegan mimpi tu tetibe je
kami semua berada di meja mkn utk mkn tghari.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya x ingt ape butir bicara yg keluar dr mulut betina
tu</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Tp yg saya ingt, saya terus basuh dia cukup2.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ckp kat dia yg dia tu pmpn jahat yg musnahkan rumah
tangga org.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ckp kat dia yg saya jijik bace semua msj2 dia dgn
suami saya.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ckp kat dia saya tau ape yg dia dan suami dah
buat sbb dah bace sume msj2 rindu dendam dioarg berdua.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ckp kat dia saya rase meluat tgk gamba mereka
berdua.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dan yg bestnye saya ckp kat dia, </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Kau rindu sgt nak cium tgn dia nak cium pipi dia kan,
sekrg kau amik lah dia ni...Xkan dia dah OKU mcm ni kau dah xnak pulak kan.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Panjang berjela sbnrnya saya basuh dia dlm mimpi tu
sampaikan dia dah xterjwb lagi dah.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Si suami pun hanya terkebil2 di atas wheelchair dia tu
memandang saya yg tgh marah. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Yg pasti lps saya basuh betina tu cukup2, betina tu
tetibe keluar dr rmh mak saya dan terus hilang mcm tu je.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dlm mimpi tu dia berdua dgn kwn dia yg saya xkenal.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dan dlm mimpi tu saya rase puas hati sgt2 dpt basuh
dia cukup2 sbb sebelum ni xdpt nak jumpe dia face to face kan.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Tibe2...</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Haaaa....tibe2...</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya pun tersedar dr mimpi.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Aduiiiii...nape la mimpi je.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Kan bagus kalau dpt buat betul2.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Baru la hati saya puas...mungkin la.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya tgk jam baru pukul 3 pg.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya istighfar dlm hati.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Nak bgun tahajud, saya tgh period pulak.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">So saya sambung tido balik.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dipendekkan cite, pg ni kena hntr suami pegi hospital.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dlm perjalanan ke hospital, saya cerita kat dia psl
mimpi saya tu.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Lepas tu...</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Mula la balik episod ungkit mengungkit...</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ungkit sume yg dia dah buat kat saya</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ungkit balik betapa terlukanya hati jiwa dan
perasaan saya</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ungkit balik betapa saya x ikhlas menjaga dia
disebbkn ape yg dia dah buat kat saya dulu.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ckp kat dia camne sakit dan siksa yang dia
tanggung sekrg ni, camtu lah sakit dan siksanya saya sebelum ni atas ape yg dia
dan keluarga dia dah buat kat saya. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ulang lagi psl suruh dia nikah je dgn indon tu
dan lepaskan saya. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dia mcm biase hanya diam membisu seribu bahasa.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ckp kat dia saya nak dilepaskan.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya sakit dan saya nak dptkan rawatan di hospital. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya rase ade yg xkena dgn rahim dan vagina saya. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Mase lepas bersalin hari tu lagi nurse dah keluarkan
surat utk saya refer ke doc hospital sbb nurse perasan ade benjolan luar biase.
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Tp disebabkan saya terpaksa menjaga dia, saya terpaksa
tunda sehingga kini hasrat utk dptkan rawatan di hospital.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya buat2 sihat mcm xde ape yg luarbiase pd diri
saya. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya tanya dia mcm mana kalau ianya kanser?</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya sempat ckp kat dia, andai saya mati dlm mase
terdekat ni mmg saya akn mati dlm keadaan yg berdosa.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Andai saya masuk neraka, dia lah org pertama yg
akan saya heret sekali masuk sama. </span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Akhirnya kami sampai di perkarangan hospital.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Dlm hati, terbit rase bersalah sbb asyik mengungkit
kesilapan lama dia.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Tp tu la...</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya juga manusia biase.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Saya ade hati dan perasaan.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Parut luka dlm hati saya ni xmgkin akan hilang mcm tu
je.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Lebih2 lg luka tu kite sendiri yg cuba rawat dan
ubati.</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Berdosakah saya?</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Allah....</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";">Ampunkan la dosa2 hambaMu yg lemah ni Ya Allah...</span></b><b><span style="color: #548dd4; font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif";"></span></b></span></div>
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-23914184330729648042016-12-16T13:32:00.004+08:002016-12-16T14:29:32.585+08:00Cerita Pasal 'Nasihat'<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Baru2 ni suami admit wad lagi...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Dia merungut pyh bernafas dgn puas so saya hntr dia ke hosp swasta yg berhampiran rmh sbb guna ins medical card.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mlm pertama dia di wad, kebetulan time tu pulak saya hari pertama period.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Klau time mula2 period paham2 je lah pesakit endometriosis mcm saya ni mcm mane menanggung sakit kan so saya xpergi pun melawat dia lps balik kerja terus rest kat rumah je.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lagipun saya dah byk kali stay hosp swasta so saya tau layanan nurse kat situ mcm mana dan saya rase xperlu risaukn suami pasti mndapat lynn yg baik dari nurse. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Nak dijadikan cerita, suami ditempatkan sebilik dgn org kg. dia...(1 bilik 2 pesakit) </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Emmm...mmg beruntung la si pesakit tu sbb wife dia stay 24 jam menemani dia bersama seorg anak kecil berusia 4thn. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Si wife dan anak bermlm di hosp menemani suami tercinta yg baru dinikahi 5 thn (ini perkahwinan ke 2 buat wife tu sbb suami pertama dia meninggal dan dgn suami pertama tiada anak. Dgn suami yg baru ni hanya ade seorg anak yg dah 4thn usia). </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Kebetulan pulak wife nya tu cikgu so cuti sekolah kan mmg dapatlah berkepit 24jam dgn suami di hosp.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hari ke 2 suami di wad, saya pergi menjenguk dia lps balik kerja.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Sampai je saya kat wad, suami excited bercerita psl jiran sebelah katil tu org kg dia tp baru sahaja discaj so saya xdpt lah berjumpa dgn mereka.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Suami memulakan bicara perihal wife org tu yg katanya 24jam setia menemani suami tercinta padahal suami sakit biase2 je siap boleh berjln merayau lagi keluar dari bilik. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya mndengar tanpa respon. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xberminat pun nak dgr cerita dia tu sbnrnya.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Suami bgtau saya yg wife org tu cikgu...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Bkn org biase2 katanya...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tinggi ilmu agama belajar tarikat katanya...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya mula2 mcm pelik jgk motif suami bercerita mcm tu pulak kat saya.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Rupenye ade lagi cerita disebaliknya.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mgkin mereka pelik sbb tgk suami saya xde yg meneman di wad so mereka pun mulalah berborak dgn suami bertanya mcm2. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ape yg mereka borakkan, saya xberminat lgsg nak amik tau pun dan saya xberminat nak bertanya lanjut dgn suami.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tiba2 suami kata ade pesanan untuk saya dari wife org tu dan suami kata dia hanya menyampaikan pesanan itu kat saya spt yg diminta oleh org tu.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mcm2 la yg dinasihatkan psl tggjwb seorg isteri, dosa seorg isteri yg abaikan suami, syurga di bawah telapak kaki suami, petingnya redha suami dan bla bla bla bla bla... </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya yg mula2 td xberminat nak bg respon mula rase bengang lps dgr psl nasihat yg disampaikan kpd saya melalui suami.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya tanya suami, ape yg membuatkan si wife org yg tinggi ilmu agama katanya tu memberikan nasihat sebegitu? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak ade cite keburukan saya ke ape...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Suami ckp dia xde cite ape pun cuma org tu pelik sbb saya boleh rilex tido lena kat rmh biarkan suami di wad xde yg meneman. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Suami kata org tu pelik saya leh selamba gi kerja mcm biase mcm xde ape yg berlaku padahal suami di tahan di wad.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya tanya suami lagi, </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ade cite x yg awak tu sebelum ni berbulan2 di hosp? Lebih setahun pun awak terlantar mcm ni. Saya lgsg xde jaga ke? Yg sampai saya terberanak awal sbb terlalu letih menjaga awak di hosp?</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xkan disebabkan sehari saya x menjenguk awak di hosp terus di cop xtau tggjwb?</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ade cite x kat org tu nape pangai saya jd dingin mcm ni?</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ade x cite kat org tu ape yg saya dah lalui selama 2 thn ni? Ape yg awak dan keluarga awak buat kat saya, ade cite?</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Suami just geleng pale dan jawap nak buat ape pulak cite sume benda kat org tu.</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ohh...mcm tu pulak ye encik suami.</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Keburukan awak dan keluarga awak pandai awak simpan rapi supaya org hanya nmpk buruk saya sbg isteri? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ok...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Untuk perhatian org yg memberi nasihat tu...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya xberpeluang pulak jumpe awak face to face untuk dgr sendiri kata2 nasihat tu keluar dari mulut awak.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Dan saya xdpt nak backup diri saya yg byk dosa ni. Biarlah Allah lebih mengetahui kan.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Terus trg mmg saya sakit hati lps mndengar kata2 nasihat sebegitu tp bkn sbb saya ni xsuka dgr nasihat.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tp sbb awak xtau pun apa yg saya dah lalui sepanjang 2 thn ni so saya rase x adil utk awak mempertikaikan dosa pahala saya sbg seorg isteri.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya xkan mendirikan rmh tangga klau saya xtau psl tggjwb seorg isteri.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Walaupun saya ni kerja kerani cabuk je insyaallah saya kenal lagi dosa pahala sume tu.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ade la sbb dan alasan kenapa saya jd wanita berhati kering mcm ni. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br /></span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak ditakdirkan bertemu jodoh dgn suami yg baik, syukur lah dan mmg patut awak hargai...</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Baru masuk 5 tahun usia perkahwinan awak dgn suami yg baru ni kan. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mmg patut awak setia menjaga dia 24jam sbb hati masing2 masih penuh lagi dgn rase cinta dan syg.</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya dulu pun mase usia perkahwinan mcm awak ni mmg tgh setia giler di sisi suami di saat jatuh bangun dia. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lagipun setakat 4-5 hari awak berkampung di hosp swasta yg selesa tu ape la sgt berbanding saya berkampung berbulan2 di hosp kerajaan yg sesak tu walaupun saya xtido kat situ.</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hosp kerajaan tu dah mcm rmh ke 2 saya dah cuma saya xtido je kat situ. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tu belum dikira lagi berapa byk cuti setiap bulan yg trpaksa saya ambil sbb perlu hntr suami appointment doc utk tangan, kaki, mata sume date berbeza2.</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tu belum saya senaraikan lagi sume tggjwb suami yg saya terpaksa pikul sejak suami terlibat dgn kemalangan...Sume nye atas bahu saya sekrg ni.</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak xpenah laluinya kan so bersyukur lah...</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Iye...suami awak pun sakit tp yg pasti dia tdk terlantar dan masih mampu jlnkan tggjwb dia sbg suami yg normal. Suami awak masih boleh bekerja dan mnjalankan rutin harian dia sbg suami sedangkan suami saya?</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak bygkan berada di kedudukan saya yg terpaksa pikul semua atas bahu sendiri. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak lah isteri awak lah suami. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mampu ke awak?</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Allah x uji awak sebegitu sbb mgkn Allah rase awak xmampu. kan?</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Iye...awak kata mmg menjadi tggjwb seorg isteri utk menjaga sakit pening suami...</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya pun tau sume tu xperlu awak sebut dan xperlu awak ingtkan... </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya akui ilmu di dada saya xsetinggi ilmu yg awak miliki tp... </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Andai kata...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ni saya xmintak lah jadi kat awak...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya kata seandainya lah kan...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Suami yg awak jaga 24 jam dihosp tu penah menduakan awak curang dgn pmpn indon bkn sekali bkn 2 kali tp berkali2 dari mula awak pregnant sampai dah nak bersalin, dpt pulak tau rupenye mereka ade hubungan intim dr sebelum awak pregnant lagi kiranya dah lame la hubungan mereka...ape perasaan awak? Ape yg awak rase jika ditipu suami berkali2 sbb awak terlau percayekan dia selama usia perkahwinan lebih 10thn?</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak terbace msj2 cinta suami awak dgn pmpn indon tu, tertgk gamba2 mesra suami awak dgn pmpn indon tu, terjumpe slip2 transfer duit suami awak bg pmpn indon tu sedangkan suami awak kerja gaji seribu je sebulan dan awak terpaksa pulak bekerja keras utk bantu tampung perbelanjaan rmhtangga. Awak xpenah berkira bab duit dgn suami selama usia perkahwinan tp ape yg awak rase andai suami awak buat mcm ni kat awak? Adakah awak akn berada di sisi dia lg sekrg ni agk2nya?</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Iye...sume org penah buat silap dan sbg manusia biase kite pun ptut bg peluang utk berubah. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Macam mana kalau awak dah maafkan suami berkali2 tp suami tetap mengulangi kecurangan dia? Ape yg awak akan buat? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Seandainya... </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Belum sempat suami awak buktikan yg dia betul2 dah insaf dan akan tebus segala dosa dia melukai hati awak, dia berjanji akan jaga awak sebaik2nya lepas ni hingga awak bersalin nnti tp tiba2 dia terlibat dgn kemalangan hingga menyebabkan dia hilang upaya tgn kaki mata dan hanya boleh bergerak menggunakan kerusi roda tu pun memerlukan bantuan awak, dan awak ketika itu tgh sarat 9 bulan. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ape yg awak akan buat? </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hati awak yg tgh luka parah ketika itu tgh sarat pulak pregnant tggu mase je nak bersalin tp terpaksa berkampung di hosp keluar masuk bilik icu menjenguk dan menjaga suami, sanggup ke awak buat dgn ikhlas ketika itu? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tp terus trg saya katakan yg pada ketika itu saya dah xpikir lg psl kecurangan dia melainkan hanya berdoa yg xputus2 utk melihat dia sembuh spt sediakala.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Dan akhirnya saya yg ketika itu sedang menjaga dia di wad bergegas pula ke bhgn bersalin kerana sakit nak bersalin.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Sehari lps bersalin saya dah pergi semula dekat suami menjenguk dia bawa bayi kami yg baru saya lahirkan.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xde istilah berpantang lpas bersalin semata2 sbb suami terlantar dihospital. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak penah lalui sume ni?</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Masih berdosa ke saya?</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xcukup lagi ke pengorbanan saya selama ni? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br /></span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lepas segala2 pengorbanan yg awak dah buat, awak di layan mcm sampah oleh keluarga mertua awak pulak...</span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Apa yg awak buat sume serba xkena di mata mertua dan adik2 ipar. </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Maki hamun herdik dari mak mertua dan adik2 ipar sampaikan jiran2 pun dgr dan sangka saya bwk balik jantan dlm rmh ketika suami di hosp.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Sampai pulak cerita kat telinga awak yg knonnya xmau jaga suami sakit dihosp, rupenye mak mertua awak menyebar cerita sana sini psl keburukan awak dan menyebar cerita knonnya awak tamakkan duit pampasan yg bakal suami awak perolehi suatu ketika nnti sedangkan awak xpenah terpikir pun psl duit.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tu belum lagi msj2 di hp antara awak dan suami dibace oleh mak mertua dan adik2 ipar sewenang2nya kerana suami xmampu nak jaga hp sendiri dgn keadaan dia yg mcm tu.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Di saat itu suami awak xmampu pun nak melindungi awak melainkan hanya berdiam diri dan pasrah. </span></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Awak bygkan dlm hp tu saya hntr gambar2 saya dan anak2 dlm keadaan saya xtutup aurat sbb pikir hanya utk tatapan suami tp xsangka ditatap oleh seisi keluarga dia? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ape yg awak akan lakukan? Redha? Adil ke awak pertikaikan tggjwb saya sbg isteri? </span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Banyak lg yg nak saya luahkan kat awak tp xpelah mgkin ade hikmah kenapa Allah xtemukan kita di wad mase tu...</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya beranggapan Allah masih nak saya tutup aib suami saya dr pengetahuan awak sbb andai ketika awak bg nasihat tu secara depan2, mgkin saya terpaksa luah sume ni kat awak dan akhirnya memalukan suami dan keluarga dia.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya tetap mendoakan semoga rmhtangga awak dgn suami ke 2 ni berkekalan aman bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat dan hingga ke jannah.</span></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-13655388591161886932016-11-28T15:30:00.001+08:002016-11-28T15:30:39.927+08:00Benci <div style="text-align: justify;">
<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Selagi bibir mampu mengukir senyum...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Saya akn terus tersenyum...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Walaupun hakikat sbnrnya setiap hari saya menangis dlm hati...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Xkan ade sape pun paham ape yg saya rase ketika ni melainkan Allah SWT... </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Xtau nak luah mcm mana...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Rase benci makin meluap2 makin x terbendung..</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Bencikan dia...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Bencikan keluarga dia...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Benci yg teramat sgt...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Tp dia masih buat2 xpaham...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Asyik berkongsi kegembiraan dan kebahagian di fb knonnya dia lah lelaki suci tanpa dosa dan dia lah yg paling bahagia sekrg... </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Satu je saya nak awak tau...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Kebahagian awak tu adalah atas penderitaan org lain...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Dan org lain tu adalah saya...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Memanglah awak sedang bahagia sekrg sbb saya dan keluarga saya layan awak mcm raja walaupun awak dan keluarga awak layan saya mcm sampah...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Jenis manusia yg xde ati perut dan mementingkan diri sendiri ni agknya mmg sampai mati xkan berubah...bad attitude.huhu</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">X ape...awak boleh ikat saya dgn status sbg bini awak sampai saya mati...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Andai saya ke neraka...awak lah org pertama yg saya akan tarik sekali...Tu janji saya. </span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">P/S : Andai yg stalker blog saya masih mengunjungi blog ni lagi dan terbace luahan ni, sila lah hadam betul2 kebencian saya terhadap dia dan keluarga dia. Sampai mati. Noktah.</span></span></span></b></div>
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-48667060247611928312016-10-21T12:44:00.002+08:002016-10-21T12:44:50.070+08:00Pakej...<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dah lame x update blog sbb terlalu bz...</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bz dgn tugasan keje</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bz dgn anak2</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bz dgn tugasan menjaga laki yg sakit</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sampaikan xde mase utk diri sendiri</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Semua atas bahu ni nak kene pikul sorang2</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya la ibu</span></span></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya la abah</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya la isteri</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dan saya jugak la suami</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Semua nya atas bahu saya</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya jadi penat xterluah dgn kata2</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sekrg ni saya sendiri tgh xsihat</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Pakej...demam batuk sesema sakit tekak sakit kepala sumenye sakit</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tp xde yg peduli melainkan diri sendiri la kene pandai2 ikhtiar gagahkan diri ke klinik</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Jgn tanye psl suami saya sbb xde ape yg nak diceritakan melainkan hakikat yg saya terpaksa jaga dia sekrg ni</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Penat hanya Allah yg tau</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Usung wheelchair dia yg berat tu ke hulu hilir turun naik kete</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Trpaksa amik cuti yg dah terlebih2 dr septutnya sbb nak hantar dia ke hosp stiap kali appointement</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Banyak yg nak diluahkan sbnrnya tp jari xlarat dah nak ketik papan kekunci</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lagipun kalau saya luahkan lebih2 kat sini nnti ade pulak yg komen ckp saya berkira sgt dlm menjaga suami kan.huhu</span></span></b></span></div>
<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-4445847548272214062016-08-25T17:10:00.002+08:002016-08-25T17:17:04.648+08:00Hilang...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Saje tempel kat sini sbb suke dgr melodi lagu ni...</span></span></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">It's ok to <span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">forgive but not easy to forget...</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">The pain...the hard...the waste</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">The love...the happiness</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Now...just feeling want to do something that makes me happy even for once...</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I am clean on forgiving people that hurts me so bad but still... i am totally suc<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">k on forgetting shit things happen in my life...</span> </span></span> </span></span></b></span></div>
Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-53627714011103549232016-08-24T09:04:00.001+08:002016-08-29T09:46:08.921+08:00Kasih vs Kasihan<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Banyak yg nak diluahkan tp jari2 seakan berat utk mengetik <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">papan kekunci</span>.huhu</b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Ape yg pasti perasaan saya kini...</b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Tiada lagi kasih...</b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Yg tinggal hanya kasihan...</b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Dan tggjawab...</b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Noktah.</b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Saya berdoa kpd Allah...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Andai takdir hidup saya mmg tertulis akn mnjadi isteri dia hingga ke akhir hayat saya,</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>moga Allah hadirkan semula rase kasih saya terhadapnya yg mana lgsg dah xde dlm hati saya sekrg ni.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Hati saya dah tawar.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>moga Allah bekalkan kesabaran yg tinggi utk saya meneruskan hidup dgn dia. </b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Andai takdir hidup saya mmg tertulis utk hidup sbg isteri dia setakat ni je,</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>moga Allah tunjukkan sebaik2 jln utk kami</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>moga Allah bukakan pintu hati dia utk lepaskan saya.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Saya pun kalau boleh mmg dah xnak ade kaitan lagi dgn org2 yg telah melukakan hati saya dan mengganggu ketenangan hidup saya selama ni. </b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Amin....</b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Emmm...rutin harian saya dah berubah sekrg ni sbb dah mula jaga suami yg <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">masih belum boleh berdikari tu<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">.</span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xtau la ape perma<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">salahan dia dgn kuarga dia hingga dia buat keputusan utk stay dgn saya pulak.</span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Bile ditanya, dia kate mak dia yg suruh dia stay dgn saya.</span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Whatever la kan xkuasa la saya nak tanye lebih2 or ckp lebih2<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">.</span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nnti kang kalau tanye lebih2, dia akn ckp pulak rmh tu kan rmh dia jgk so nak kene ade sbb <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">ke klau nak balik rmh sendiri.</span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So ape yg saya buat sekrg, <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">pegi keje mcm biase dlm mase <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">yg same uruskan dia ape yg patut sebelum g keje dan after lik keje.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mmg agak meletihkan tp dah tggjwb, saya trpaksa la kan.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">S</span>aya doa agar Allah hadirkn keikhlasan dlm hati saya utk jlnkan tggjwb ni. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ade org yg tnye saya nape x<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">berenti keje je utk jaga <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">suami</span> yg tgh mcm tu.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Jwpn saya ttap same...<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">s</span>aya <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">mmg xboleh berenti keje...</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xde jaminan yg <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">suami</span> saya akan terus bersama saya lepas dia pulih nnti<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"> kan so saya <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">perlu ade pendapatan sendiri utk diri dan anak2.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dibuatnya lps dia pulih, dia cari semula <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">indon kesygn d<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">ia </span>tu kan...x ke naye klau saya dah xbekeje mase tu<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">. ish xdpt la b<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">ayangkan.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya boleh <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">teruskan idup tanpa <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">suami</span> asalkan saya ade <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">anak2 dan sumber pe<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">ndapatan.</span></span></span> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dah la sejak kawen mmg diri sendiri ni sendiri yg tanggung.huhu</span></span> </span> </span></span> </span> </span> </span></span> </span> </span></span></span> </span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ape pun...siapa pun kamu, terima kasih sbb membaca coretan di blog saya dan memberi teguran yg ikhlas katanya tu.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #073763;">Andai kamu lelaki, saya doakan kamu jd suami yg soleh, jujur & setia dlm rmhtangga.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #073763;">Andai kamu wanita, saya doakan kamu beroleh kebahagian hingga ke jannah. </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #073763;">Saya juga ikhlas mendoakan agar kamu <span style="font-size: x-large;">akan dapat</span> keluarga mertua dan ipar duai yg baik2 belaka spt bekas mertua dan bekas ipar duai saya.</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #073763;">Selamat menjadi menantu soleh/solehah... </span></span></b></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Pagi ni mase start kete nak pegi keje, ade sorang jiran dtg rumah. Intro nye just borak2 biase bercerita psl hari raya dan bertanye keadaan suami sekrg. Just cite seringkas yg boleh tntg keadaan suami sekrg sbb malas nak meleret2 cite nanti. Tetibe...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Akak nak tnye cikit ni tp kau jgn marah pulak ye. Ade 1 pg tu dlm pukul 2-3 pg akak dgr laki kau dtg dgn ahli kuarga dia maki hamun kau. Nape sbnrnya? Laki kau syak kau ade psg lelaki lain ke sbb tu diorg dtg panjat rumah kau pukul 2-3 pg tu? Dasyat betul akak dgr suara diaorg maki hamun kau. </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Speechless...hanya mampu diam dan senyum. Xjangka sbnrnya dgn soalan mcm ni dr jiran.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Korang kan dah lame kawen xkan la laki kau tu masih xcaye lagi dgn bini dia dok syak yg bukan2. Dia syak kau bwk lelaki lain masuk rmh ke?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Eh xde la kak...bkn masalah tu...bkn masalah dgn suami saya...kuarga dia yg xpuas hati mcm2 tu yg dtg menyerang saya mlm tu. </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Mak mertua kau xsuke kau ke?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Ntah la kak saya pun xpaham...ade je yg diorg xpuas hati. Agknye klau saya berenti keje duk rumah jaga suami baru diorg akn puas hati kot.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : La...laki kau dah jd mcm tu xkan kau pulak nak berenti keje...nnti sape nak tanggung anak2 kau. Anak2 kau dah la kecik2 lagi.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Ntah...diorg pikir boleh mntk bantuan jab kebajikan kot</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Eeeee....kalau akak la selagi ade kudrat sendiri xde la nak mntk bantuan jab kebajikan. Sampai bile nak bergantung harap dgn bantuan camtu. Lagipun kau ingt senang ke nak dpt lagi2 kau kuat lagi boleh bekeje.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Tu la...saya pun malu la nak mintak2 bantuan jab kebajikan ni. Mak ayah saya x penah la ajar anak2 dia bergantung hidup dgn cara mcm tu.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Abih tu kau xde la balik kg sane lagi jenguk laki kau</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Xde dah kak. Saya dah tawar hati dgn ape yg dah jadi ni. Kite buat sehabis baik pun ade je yg xkene kat diorg so saya dah malas.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Laki kau xmarah ke kau xde lgsg g jenguk dia.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> </span></b></span><br /><span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">Saya : Xpun. Dia tau saya tgh marah lagi dgn ape yg dah jd. Ohh...akak dgr ye kejadian mlm tu. Saya sangka xde org yg dgr</span></span></b></span><span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Maunnye xdgr...Pnyela kuat suara diorg dok marah2 kau. Akak ckp kat abg (suami dia) agknye diaorg syak ade lelaki lain dlm rmh kot. Tu abg depan rmh kau tu lagi jelas dgr ape yg jd malam tu tp akak tnye dia xnak pulak dia cite. Laki kau tu xmaun ke dduk dgn kau kat sini. Lgsg xboleh berdikari lagi ke dia.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Berdiri pun belum kak...berjln mmg x la.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Nape kau lambat bukak pintu mase diorg dtg tu? </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">Saya : Suami saya mesej pesan jgn bukak pintu kalau kuarga dia dtg so saya xde la bukak pintu. Tgk2 adik dia panjat pagar ketuk cermin tingkap bilik saya. Tu yg saya bukak jgk pintu.</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Pyh kan kalau kuarga mertua dah mula xsuke ni. mesti ade je yg xkene nnti. Kau saba je lah ye.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya hanya senyum kambing. Dlm hati dah rase nak nangis sbnrnya....</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya : Ok la kak...saya nak g keje dah ni dah lambat.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jiran : Ok2 pegi la keje.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Perbualan mati di situ....</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ya Allah...malunya saya dgn jiran2...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tp xpelah...Allah ade kan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #cc0000;">Biarlah hanya Allah yg tahu....</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #cc0000;">Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri yg bakal menjelma tak lama lagi...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #cc0000;">Sekrg ni kami hidup berasingan sbb suami nak duduk di kg. Saya pulak dah tak boleh nak menjengah suami di kg sbb dah 'berperang' dgn mertua dan adik beradik suami.</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bkn saya yg istihar perang tau. Mertua dan anak2 dia yg dtg dgn 2biji kete serang rumah saya pukul 2 pagi di kala org tgh lena dibuai mimpi. Terjerit2 luar rmh saya maki hamun saya mcm2 ckp saya bini tak guna xnak jaga laki sakit, ckp saya mata duitan dan mcm2 lagi. Saya trpksa sabar sbb saya sorang2 dan diorg ramai. Tadah je lah telinga ni dgr maki hamun diorg. Suami hanya mampu mendgr dan memandang je kuarga dia maki hamun saya sbb dia sendiri xberupaya. So sekrg ni mmg saya dah lgsg xbalik menjenguk suami di kg lg dah. Bkn nak jd isteri durhaka tp keadaan dah tak mengizinkan utk saya balik ke rmh mertua lg sekrg ni. Saya tnye suami dpn kuarga dia, saya ke yg tak nak jaga dia atau dia sendiri yg memilih utk tggl di kg sbb ada adik lelaki dia yg boleh bantu utk dia utk bergerak<span style="font-size: x-large;"> <span style="font-size: large;">memandangkn kudrat saya ni xberapa nak ada.</span></span></span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya tanya kuarga suami ape sbnr2nya yg diaorg nak, adakah diorg berharap saya dan suami bercerai? Saya mmg dah tak kisah lagi dah. Klau jodoh tertulis sampai setakat ni, saya redha. Saya suruh suami lafaz ceraikn saya depan semua ahli kuarga dia klau itu yg terbaik dan boleh buat semua org puas hati. Utk saya berhenti kerja sekrg dan tumpukn jaga suami yg tgh tak berdaya mmg saya tak boleh nak buat. Anak2 masih kecil dan byk memerlukan sumber kewangan. Anak yg kecil baru 9 bln dan tgh kuat menyusu. Klau saya berhenti kerja, mana nak cari sumber kewangan. Mertua dah biase hidup bergantung dgn bantuan jab kebajikn dan baitumal so dia beranggapan saya jgk boleh hidup dgn cara yg mcm tu. Maaf saya tak boleh nak hidup dgn cara yg mcm tu.</span></span></span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: large;">So sekrg ni saya hanya meneruskn hidup demi anak2. Saya teruskn rutin saya bekerja mencari rezeki utk anak2. Ape yg bakal terjadi lepas ni saya pun tak dapat nak bygkn. Soal jodoh dgn suami, klau ditakdirkn jodoh tak panjang saya redha. Klau ditakdirkn ada jodoh lg lepas ni, pun saya redha. Tp buat masa ni mmg tak nmpk hala tuju hubungan kami ni.</span></span></span></span></b></span></span></div>
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-66262508853712945022016-02-10T16:50:00.001+08:002016-02-10T16:50:20.089+08:00Mencari makna sebuah keihklasan...<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Masih berusaha utk ikhlas dlm segala2nya yg berkaitan dgn husband.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Berusaha utk ikhlas tiap kali berulang alik ke hospital setiap ptg lepas balik keje dan stay hingga mlm baru balik rumah. Sgt penat tp trpksa gagahkn jgk diri.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Berusaha utk ikhlas tiap kali melayan karenah husband yg boleh dikatakan bergantung sepenuhnya dgn bantuan org lain. Cuma tgn kiri yg boleh berfungsi. Tgn knn lgsg xboleh berfungsi lagi. Kaki kiri dan knn masih belum sembuh patahnya masih belum berupaya utk berdiri apatah lagi berjln. So perlu diangkat utk ke wheelchair atau ke katil. Makan minum perlu dihidang dpn mata. Buang air besar kecil perlukan bantuan utk dicuci dan ditukar lampinnya.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Allah....</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Allahuakhbar....</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Saya masih sedang berusaha utk ikhlas lakukan semuanya walaupun sgt pyh utk dptkn rase ikhlas itu.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Cube yg terbaik dan tanamkan dlm hati buat lah semua dgn ikhlas moga2 ada ganjaran pahala menanti kelak walaupun pahala tu xboleh dilihat ketika ini.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Masih mencari2 makna sebuah keikhlasan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Mampukah saya utk ikhlas lepas apa dah jd dlm hidup saya sebelum ni.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Lepas apa yg dia dah buat sebelum ni, masih adakah lagi ruang keikhlasan dlm hati saya tiap kali menjlnkan tggjwb sbg seorg isteri.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">X akan ada yg paham apa yg saya rase sekrg ni.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Kenapa ketika ini saya rase melayan suami mnjadi sgt sukar dan membebankan </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Adakah sbb rase ikhlas itu sudah hilang dr lubuk hati saya</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Ya Allah...terase berdosanya saya...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Ampunkan saya Ya Allah...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Moga keikhlasan itu akn hadir dlm hati saya akhirnya</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Moga saya akn jd ikhlas seperti dulu yg akn rase seronok dpt melayan suami dlm apa jua keadaan dia sekalipun</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Tolong lah hambaMu ini Ya Allah...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Buanglah jauh2 rase beban yg bersarang di hati</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Buanglah jauh2 rase benci meluat marah yg masih yg bersisa di hati</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Tukarkan lah rase kasihan saya kepadanya kpd rasa cinta dan kasih seorg isteri kpd suami</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Kenapa sgt payah utk dptkan kembali rasa syg, cinta dan kasih spt dulu dlm hati saya ni</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Semuanya hilang ghaib mcm tu je lps apa yg dia dah buat kat saya dulu </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Ya Allah.... </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Kasihani lah saya </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Bantu lah saya</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Hanya padaMu tempat mengadu </span></b></span></div>
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-74105463112058965012016-01-20T09:50:00.002+08:002016-01-20T09:50:36.637+08:00Selamat Tinggal 2015...<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Yup...Tahun 2015 merupakan tahun yg sgt2 menguji kehidupan saya di dunia ni</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xpenah saya rase hidup begitu tersiksa dgn pelbagai ujian dan dugaan dtg bertimpa2 </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Sampaikan saya terfikir agar Allah segera ambil nyawa saya...Masyaallah...</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Moga segala dosa2 saya diampunkan Allah SWT.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xtau ape nak diceritakan walaupun sebenarnya byk benda yg nak diluahkan</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Bercerita pasal anak2,</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Alhamdulillah yg kakak dah masuk darjah 4 thn ni</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Yg adik baru nak masuk 4 bulan</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Syukur alhamdulillah adik xbyk ragamnya xmcm si kakak yg byk ragam mase baby dulu.hehe...</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lepas hampir 4 bulan di hospital akhirnya 01/01/2016 hari tu dia dibenarkan balik</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Oleh kerana masih belum boleh berjalan atau bergerak sendiri</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hubby memilih utk tinggal di kg rumah keluarga dia sbb ada adik lelaki yg boleh tolong angkat2 dia</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hubby sekrg dah mcm baby yg memerlukan penjagaan rapi</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Masih memakai pampers dan perlu diangkat tiap kali mahu bergerak ke kerusi roda atau pindah ke atas katil</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Nasib baik jgk lah ade adik lelaki hubby yg badan besar boleh angkat2 dia so kami decide utk mengupah dia bg membantu hubby</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Kebetulan adik hubby tu tdk bekerja so kira ok lah kami mengupah dia menjaga hubby</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Cuma adik hubby xmau tggl di rumah kami sebaliknya memilih utk tggl di kg.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So terpisah lah lagi kami...</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hubby di kg manakala saya stay di rumah kami meneruskan kehidupan seharian</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Keluar bekerja bg mencari rezeki utk kami sekeluarga </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xpe saya dah biase</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mmg saya dah rase mcm ibu tunggal je sekrg ni </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Bkn xmau stay di kg bersama suami tp bg yg mengikuti blog saya pasti tau mcm mana hbgn saya dgn keluarga mertua</span></span></b></div>
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Klau nak ikutkan, saya boleh je berulang dr rmh mertua ke tempat kerja</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lebih kurg 40 min perjalanan ke tempat kerja klau dr rmh mertua</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mcm2 benda dah terjadi yg membuatkan makin lama saya makin hilang respect dgn keluarga mertua</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Adik2 saya jd saksi ape yg mertua saya dah buat kat saya sepanjang hubby di hospital</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So...</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Terpisah lah lagi saya dan hubby</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xtau sampai bila sbb nmpk gayanya mmg amik mase yg lame utk hubby boleh berjln semula</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tgn kanan hubby pun masih belum boleh bergerak lg</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Pendek kata hubby mmg dah mcm org lumpuh hilang upaya</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Harap kawan2 dpt tolong doakan moga saya dpt menjalani kehidupan dgn tabah</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya berdoa moga Allah permudahkan urusan seharian saya</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya berdoa moga Allah lindungi anak2 saya di kala saya sibuk dgn urusan mencari rezeki</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mmg serik rase hidup ni</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Tp apekan daya...Hidup perlu diteruskan</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Moga thn 2016 ini akan ada sinar baru buat kita semua</span></span></b><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Sedih...Pilu...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hanya pada Allah tempat mengadu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Tiap kali solat pasti saya xdpt nak tahan tangisan</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Tiap kali solat pasti saya akn menangis teresak2</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Terutama kalau time saya solat seorg diri</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Mmg rase sedihnya hati saya xterungkap dgn kata2 </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Ya Allah...lemahnya saya...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya xkuat nak harungi ujian ni</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Betul lah kata2 tu satu doa kan</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Akhirnya kata2 yg selalu saya ungkapkan pada suami tiap kali kami bertengkar menjadi kenyataan</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Mase suami buat perangai, saya ckp kat dia yg saya nak bercerai</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya ckp kat dia biar lps ni saya harungi hidup sorang2 membesarkan anak2</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya ckp kat dia biar saya harungi hidup tanpa dia di sisi saya lagi</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Akhirnya kata2 itu menjadi kenyataan</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya betul2 keseorangan sekrg ni meneruskn hidup ni</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Suami saya... </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dia sekrg ni dah lain...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hubungan kami sekrg mmg dah xsame mcm dulu2 lagi</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dulu sebelum suami bercinta dgn indon tu hubungan kami indah mcm pasangan suami isteri lain</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun dia xromantik dgn saya sebagaimana dia jd sgt romantik dgn indon tu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Kami tetap bahagia mase tu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Mmg saya perasan dia dah lain dgn saya sejak dia dah ada indon tu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dia jarang sentuh dan membelai saya dgn alasan mgkn sbb saya tgh pregnan so dia jd kurg berminat </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Kelainan pada diri dia tu lg nmpk ketara pulak lps terjadi kemalangan ni</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun sebelum kemalangan tu dia minta maaf dgn saya dan minta diberi peluang</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun sebelum kemalangan tu dia berkali2 ckp nak berubah dan bina hidup baru dgn saya </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun sebelum kemalangan tu dia sempat berubat sbb konon2nya dah terkena sihir indon tu </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hubungan kami tetap dingin dan hambar kini</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Pudar...kelam...xnmpk mase depan</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya dpt rasekn hubungan kami kini lebih kpd rase tggjwb semata2</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Suami isteri hanya pada gelaran sahaja dan tidak sampai ke hati </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun berhubung setiap hari melalui telefon kalau saya xpegi ke hospital</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya dah xrase lagi dia betul2 cinta & sygkan saya spt dulu </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Perbualan dia hanya bertanyekn hal anak2 ataupun dia cite pasal treatment dia di hospital</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Xde dah dia bertanya kaba saya sihat ke x mkn ke x lena tido ke x keje ok ke x</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Xde dah topik perbualan biasa suami isteri</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Xde dah ucapan2 mesra sekurang2nya gd nite setiap mlm</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Xde dah sume tu...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya betul2 keseorangan sekrg ni xde dah kasih syg dr insan bergelar suami</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya mmg dah agk suami minta maaf dari saya dan minta diberi peluang sbb dia pikirkn anak</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dan bukan sbb dia masih syg dan cintakan saya</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Payah saya nak ceritakan kelainan diri dia tu sbb ni masalah hati</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hanya saya yg boleh rase perubahan diri dia sbb dah hidup dgn dia lebih 10thn</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Anniversary kami yg ke 11 hari tu pun dia dah terlantar kat hospital </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Ade skali saya terlepas ckp kat anak </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">'Ibu rase abah dah lain sekrg ni la...dah xmcm dulu lagi...dah lain...'</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Tau anak saya jwp ape?</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">'Ape yg lain nya bu...kakak tgk same je abah tu mcm dulu...xde lain pun'</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya terdiam dan cuma mampu berbisik dlm hati</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Anakku...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Ibu bersyukur... </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Perasaan syg abah terhadap kamu masih same spt dulu xberubah cikit pun</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dan ibu yakin abah akan tetap syg kamu sbg anak manja dia </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dan hakikat itu mmg xkan berubah smpai bila2</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Cuma ibu sedih...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Perasaan abah terhadap ibu yg dah berubah xsame lagi dah</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dia bkn lagi suami yg ibu kenal dulu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dia dah xde rase syg dan cintakan ibu lagi...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hanya pada Allah tempat saya mengadu segala kesedihan</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya luahkn di sini utk ringankn cikit kesedihan saya </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya akui saya sgt lemah dan perlukan kata2 semangat dan sokongan dr suami</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akan mesej saya pg2 bertanye kaba lena kah tido saya setiap mlm</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akn mesej saya bertanyekan mkn minum saya terjaga ke x</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akn mesej saya bertanyekn kesihatan saya ok ke x </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akn mesej memberi kata2 semangat minta saya terus kuat utk teruskan hidup dan tunggu dia sembuh utk mulakan hidup yg baru</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akn meluahkan penyesalan dia atas ape yg dia dah buat kat saya sebelum ni</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akn memujuk saya agar terus tabah & redha dengan ujian yg Allah bg ni</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Setiap hari saya berharap suami akn ucapkan kata2 yg boleh membelai hati saya </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Sekurang2nya ucapkan betapa dia merindui saya dan merindui utk pulang ke rmh utk bersama2 saya semula</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Dah lebih 3 bulan dia terlantar dihospital...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Xde lgsg ke rase rindu dia pada saya...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Xde lgsg ke rase rindu dia pada insan bergelar isteri ni...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Nmpk sgt saya dah xde tempat dlm hati dia lg</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hubungan kami hanya atas name suami isteri tp dah xde hubungan dlm hati lg</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya pasrah...saya berserah...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya ptut lebih tabah dan redha sbb mmg saya dah kehilangan dia sejak dia ade hubungan dgn indon tu </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Kami pun dah hampir bercerai tempoh hari</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya dgn perut memboyot dulu tu trpaksa ikut suami panjat tangga mahkamah syariah sbb suami ada terlepas ckp sesuatu so kami terpaksa sahkan dgn pihak mahkamah</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun mahkamah nyatakan ucapan suami tu xde menyebabkan jatuhnya talak</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Tp mgkin ini lah takdir hidup saya</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya tetap kehilangan dia jugak</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya hilang tempat dlm hati dia</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya tewas dgn kehadiran indon tu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya mula teringat2 sume mesej2 dia dgn indon tu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Sgt berbeza dgn mesej2 dia dgn saya </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya pasrah...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya teruskan hidup demi anak2...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya berharap kasih syg dia pada anak2 xkan berubah biarpun dgn saya kami hanya hubungan jasad je</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya tau...masalah hati xde siapa boleh memaksa utk cintakn seseorg</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Saya xkan mampu utk buat hati suami cintakan saya spt dulu</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Sumenye terserah </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Hanya Allah yg berkuasa membalikkan hati hamba Dia kan </span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Ya Allah...</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Tolong lah berikan kekuatan kepada hambaMu yg sangat lemah ni</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Cukupkan lah diri ini dgn kasih syg dr anak2 sahaja tanpa perlu kasih syg dr insan bergelar suami</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Jadikan lah hambaMu ini kuat utk terus hidup</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun hakikatnya kami dah xbahagia lagi dgn hubungan ini</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Permudahkan lah segalanya Ya Allah demi anak2 kami</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xtau nak mulakan cerita dari mana</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps peristiwa demi peristiwa yg berlaku</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Life saya kini berubah 100%...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Masyaallah...tuhan benar2 menguji saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xpenah lagi rase terbeban dgn dugaan hidup seberat yg kali ni</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Entry kali ni mmg agk panjang</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ni pun puas nak ringkaskn seboleh2nya.huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps saya luahkan sume yg terbuku dlm hati pada suami dan nekad nak berpisah,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">suami merayu2 minta saya maafkan dia buat kali terakhir.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami minta saya bawa dia pegi berubat xkisahlah ke mana pun dia sanggup ikut</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami lepaskn kesedihan dia dgn cara cederakan diri sendiri</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Kalau nak ikutkn betapa luka dan hancur nya hati saya dgn perbuatan dia,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">mmg saya xmau lagi dah teruskan hidup dgn dia.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya mmg dah maafkan dia tp...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">nak lupakan sgt pyh. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Bkn ape...saya amat serik.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Rase sakitnya hanya Allah yg tau. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp bile anak saya menangis minta saya dan abah dia hidup mcm dulu2...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya jd tewas.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tewas dengan pujukan anak yg baru berusia 9thn. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Akhirnya kami pegi berubat ke darussyifa.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ustaz ckp suami saya dah terkena ilmu guna2 indon tu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Walau ape pun alasannya...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya rase pyh lagi nak terima dia seperti dulu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Perasaan saya ketika itu lebih pada kesian kat anak</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Rase sakit hati saya mengatasi kata2 ustaz yg bgtau pmpn indon mmg ade ilmu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ntah kenapa saya kurg percaya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya lebih rasekan suami saya mmg gatal, miang...huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp suami bersungguh2 berubat</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Minum air yg ustaz bagi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mandi air yg ustaz bagi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hari2 baca ayat pemusnah sihir dan pelindung sihir</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya cuma jd pemerhati je</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hubungan kami?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mmg xmcm dulu lg la. Dingin. Saya tawar hati.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mcm2 dia buat nak amik hati saya tp mmg hati saya tertutup rapat dah mase tu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hanya rase menyampah yg tinggal dlm hati tiap kali saya pandang muka suami walaupun saya mmg dah maafkan dia.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dlm tempoh 2 minggu berubat,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hubungan kami masih belum dpt dipulihkan sepenuhnya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami layan saya dgn baik, buat mcm2 utk amik hati saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp mmg hati saya pyh nak syg dan cintakn dia mcm dulu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya rase mcm hubungan kami begitu janggal sekali</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mmg sgt menyakitkan kalau wujud org ke 3 dlm rmh tangga</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Puas saya cube padamkan memori hitam yg menyelubungi hubungan kami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp x berjaya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tiap kali ape pun aktiviti yg kami buat berdua, saya akn terbayang2 dia dgn indon tu </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami hanya mampu mengeluh dan minta maaf tiap kali saya menangis </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Itulah yg berlaku setiap hari sepanjg kami berusaha utk memulihkan hbgn kami </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hari2 saya menangis kesedihan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hati saya rase sgt terluka</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Akhirnya...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Satu tragedi hitam telah berlaku...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">17/09/2015 jam 12.05 pagi saya dikejutkan dgn panggilan dr seseorg </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Memberitahu suami saya terlibat dgn kemalangan </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Kene langgar kereta mase dlm perjalanan nak pegi keje</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Kereta langgar lampu merah lalu langgar suami saya yg ketika itu tunggang motosikal</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Pemanggil bgtau saya keadaan suami amat kritikal dan dah xsedar ditempat kejadian</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Pemanggil minta saya terus ke hospital sbb ambulan dah dlm perjalanan ke tempat kejadian </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ya Allah...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya mase tu baru je melelapkan mata sbb suami baru kuar bekerja</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya terus turun dari katil bersiap utk ke hospital</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya call mak dan adik beradik saya bgtau </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya seakan lupa yg saya xboleh drive mlm</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya seakan lupa yg saya tgh sarat pregnan mase tu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Fikiran jd xtentu arah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hanya air mata mencurah2 membasahi pipi </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Panggilan demi panggilan bertubi2 saya terima dr mak mertua, adik ipar</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mak mertua menangis2 call saya bgtau yg dia dah hampir nak pengsan dan minta saya jemput dia di kg.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya dah xpeduli</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dlm pale hanya pikir nak sampai ke hospital dgn segera nak jumpa dgn suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Rase takut kalau2 saya akn kehilangan dia terus</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mmg saya rase dah xboleh nak hidup bersama dgn dia lagi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp dia tetap abah kpd anak saya dan anak yg bakal lahir ketika itu </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya mencari kunci kereta ditempat biase tp xjumpa</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami letak kat mane pun saya xtau puas cari xde</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Last2 saya minta tolong adik ipar dtg jemput dan bawa saya ke hospital</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sepanjang dlm perjalanan ke hospital saya xdpt nak kontrol emosi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya menangis2 dlm kereta hingga adik ipar saya pun turut menangis meraung bersama</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya berdoa moga Allah panjangkn umo suami saya dan saya berkata dlm hati yg saya akn cuba utk lupekan terus ape jua yg suami dah buat kat saya andai Allah beri peluang kpdnya. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sampai je di hospital bhgn kecemasan, dgr panggilan minta waris terdekat suami masuk</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya terus masuk ke dlm bilik rawatan bhgn kecemasan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Allah...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ya Allah...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Keadaan suami mase tu terbujur kaku penuh dgn darah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Trdpt koyakan dibhgn leher spt kene sembelih</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Darah penuh di katil dan di lantai</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya hampir rebah ketika itu tp saya cuba ingt Allah sepenuh hati saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya minta Allah kuatkan semgt saya untuk lalui detik itu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc yg merawat bgtau keadaan suami amat kritikal dan peluang hanya 50:50 sbb terlalu byk pendarahan hingga dah terkena serangan sawan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc bgtau kaki suami telah patah kedua2 belah hancur dibhgn tulang peha hingga terkeluar tulangnya dr isi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc bgtau tgn kanan suami nmpk terkulai dan doc bgtau mgkn patah dibhgn tulang bahu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ya Allah...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Rase mcm tgh bermimpi ketika itu </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Menggigil seluruh anggota badan saya mndengar penjelasan doc</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dlm hati saya berdoa</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ya Allah...tolonglah pnjgkn umo suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Jgn lah di ambil nyawanya pada ketika hbgn kami tgh dingin</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya rase sgt berdosa ketika itu sbb dingin dgn suami biarpun mcm2 dah dia buat utk pujuk saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps dah terangkn kondisi suami, doc minta saya tunggu diluar dan tidak kemana2 spy senang nak panggil utk tujuan tandatangan kebenaran</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Keluar dr bilik kecemasan saya tgk adik beradik saya dan adik2 ipar semua dah sampai tgh menunggu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya menangis sepuasnya depan adik2 saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Masing2 sume ikut menangis sbb adik2 mmg tau sume yg berlaku antara saya dan suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mak mertua minta masuk jumpe anak dia tp doc xbenarkan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc hanya benarkan isteri sahaja yg masuk dan hanya isteri yg akn sign borang kebenaran</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya dan anak setia tunggu diluar kecemasan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dipanggil beberapa kali untuk sign beberapa borg kebenaran</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sehingga jam 6pg, kami dikhabarkn keadaan suami masih lagi kritikal dan doc masih sdg berusaha</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Anak saya xmau balik bersiap untuk ke sekolah dan berkeras utk turut menunggu di hospital</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lebih kurg pukul 8pg saya dan anak pegi sarapan jap sbb dah xtahan rase lapar</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Kesian baby dlm perut dah meronta2 kelaparan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">After sarapan saya tunggu balik kat depan bilik kecemasan </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lebih kurg pukul 10pg saya diberitahu suami dah dipindahkan ke ICU</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc ckp dah cube yg terbaik dan doc suruh byk2 berdoa agar suami cepat sedar</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sejak tu berkampung la saya di hospital siang mlm</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tido ntah ke mana, mkn minum ntah ke mana </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sampaikan kaki saya jd bengkak mcm kaki gajah dr betis sampai ke bawah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">5 hari suami dlm keadaan koma xsedar</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya hanya bertemankan air mata tiap kali melawat suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Rase sgt sedih dgn nasib yg menimpa suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xterbayang kesakitan yg dia terpaksa tanggung akibat kemalangan tu </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya risaukan nasib baby yg bakal lahir nanti</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mcm2 yg hal berlegar dlm kepala sambil xputus berdoa moga suami cepat sedar</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Beberapa hari lps sedar dr koma, suami dipindahkan ke wad biase</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Maka bermula lah rutin menjaga suami di wad dlm keadaan saya sendiri tgh sarat 37 minggu ketika itu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Alhamdulillah suami masih kenal dan ingt org sekeliling dia</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Cuma sepanjang di wad, doc masukkan sejenis ubat morfin yg kuat ke bdn suami utk tahan sakit</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So suami mula ckp merapu2, marah2 dan minta yg bukan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Terjerit2 dlm wad ckp kaki dia sakit</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Marah2 saya ckp isteri xguna sbb xboleh nak bantu dia kurangkan rase sakit kaki dua2 yg patah tu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Marah2 anak kami ckp anak xguna xboleh bantu abah hingga anak saya menitiskan air mata sbb kene tengking kena herdik sedangkan sebelum ni xpenah sekali pun abah dia meninggikan suara kat dia.huhu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya hanya brdiam diri dan bersabar tiap kali dimarah sbb tau tu bkn diri dia yg sbnr</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dia bwh pengaruh dadah morfin mase tu yg doc gunakan sbg ubat tahan sakit.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ade sekali tu tgh suapkan suami mkn mlm, </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tibe2 dia bertanye pada saya psl pmpn indon tu dah mkn ke belum</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Allah...menitis air mata saya tp saya cube bertahan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dlm keadaan dia mcm tu pun masih ingtkn pmpn indon tu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps beberapa hari menjaga suami di wad, saya mula rase xselesa mcm baby kurg dah bergerak</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya mula risau pikir yg bukan2</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mgkn terlalu sibuk mnjaga suami sampaikn saya lgsg xberi perhatian pada diri sendiri dan kandungan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya terus mntk izin suami untuk pegi ke bhgn bersalin untuk check kandungan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps doc check kandungan, terus kene tahan wad pulak sbb kandungan dah masuk 38minggu dan agk berisiko kalau jd ape2 xsempat doc nak selamatkn</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Allah...saya menangis lagi ketika itu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sbb saya xjangka akn kene duduk wad</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya pikirkan suami tentu tertunggu2 saya dtg balik kat dia sbb ckp nak pegi jap je</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Bayangkan lah dlm keadaan camtu pun saya masih pikirkn suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp apekan daya saya turut arahan doc</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Maka bermlm lah saya di wad</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mmg agak lega sbb akhirnya dpt baring atas katil lps seminggu lebih xtido dgn betul</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya xdpt nak berhubung dgn suami utk bgtau saya kene tahan wad </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Last2 saya just inform adik ipar minta dia bgtau kat suami.huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Pg esoknya doc dtg melawat bgtau saya sepatutnya dah boleh bersalin sbb kandungan dah 38minggu dan kepala baby pun dah betul2 masuk laluan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc pun pelik nape saya xde rase sakit nak bersalin sedangkan kepala baby dah masuk laluan.huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc suggest utk induce dan doc terangkn tujuannya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps saya pikir2 apa yg doc ckp akhirnya saya setuju untuk cuba induce</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">lebih kurg pukul 10pg doc terus panggil ke bilik rawatan utk masukkn ubat melalui bawah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps masuk ubat, doc suruh saya baring atas katil paling kurang pun 2 jam tak boleh bergerak </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">utk elak dr ubat terkeluar semula</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya terlelap betul2 2 jam dan sedar pukul 12 utk makan tghari</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dlm kepala masih lagi asyik memikirkn suami mcm mane suami mcm mane</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xlame lepas mkn tghari saya dah mula rase xselesa</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Perut dah mula kerap rase sakit mengeras</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nurse tanye samada saya nak check bukaan tp saya menolak sbb saya tau belum masenya lagi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya bertahan beberapa jam</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tepat 4 ptg saya dah xtahan rase sakit hingga menangis2 di katil sbb terlalu sakit</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nurse nmpk terus minta utk tgk bukaan dan saya pun izinkan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tgk bukaan dah 5cm dan saya terus ditolak ke dewan bersalin</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Perasaan mase tu bercampur baur</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Boleh ke saya hadapi saat melahirkn ni seorg diri tanpa suami di sisi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Masuk je dewan bersalin dah ade 3 nurse yg menunggu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya mase tu dah meronta2 menahan sakit yg teramat</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nurse2 hanya suruh saya sabar sementara tunggu doc sampai</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc sampai terus cucuk tgn cari urat utk masuk air</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">2 org doc cube cucuk, 3 kali cucuk tp xberjaya jumpe urat</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dah lah saya tgh sakit yg teramat mase tu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sampai saya sound doc tu nape lah cari urat nak masuk air pun pyh sgt</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hampir setengah jam utk proses cari urat shj</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc ke 3 dtg baru berjaya dgn sekali cucuk je dah jumpe urat</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doc terus pecahkan air ketuban dan lepas tu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Bermula lah pertarungan antara hidup dan mati sbb lepas pecahkan air ketuban tu rase sakit lagi berganda2</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya mula meneran ikut spt yg diarahkan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya rase mcm akan meninggal dunia ketika itu dek rase sakit yg teramat sgt</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya rase sedih sbb ketika itu tiada suami di sisi menemani padahal suami dah berjanji akn teman saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya kuatkan semgt dan cube beberapa kali teran sedaya yg boleh </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Akhirnya alhamdulillah selamat jgk melahirkan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya sempat terpikir adakah baby saya akn menyerupai pmpn indon tu.huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp bile nurse letak baby atas badan saya </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mashaallah...sgt comel menyerupai abah dia berkulit putih melepak kalah kulit saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Syukur tak terhingga ke hadrat ilahi sbb akhirnya selamat melahirkan walaupun tanpa suami di sisi </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps bersalin nak kene lalui proses jahit pulak</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya dah tersalah taktik meneran, koyaknya sampai ke punggong</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So proses jahit mmg menyakitkn</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dah lah jahit tanpa bius</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sampai saya tnye nurse tu nape mcm byk je jahitan sbb xsudah2 pulak</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nurse bgtau mmg byk kene jahit sampai ke punggong.huhu...saba je la saya.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Lps beberapa jam bersalin saya dihantar ke wad semula lebih kurang jam 8 mlm</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Pale saya pusing rase nak pitam </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mungkin sbb bacaan hb darah saya low mase tu so lgsg xboleh nak bergerak sendiri ke toilet</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nasib baik ade adik saya dan suami dia masih setia menunggu diluar wad</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So suami adik lah yg tolong azan dan qamatkan baby</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Adik saya pulak tolong dptkan wheelchair utk hntr saya ke toilet</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Baby pulak meragam sepanjg mlm mgkn sbb lapar</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Susu bdn lgsg xde keluar pulak</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sesekali nurse dtg amik baby utk diberi susu tp masih lg xcukup</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So sepanjang mlm saya berjaga xdpt tido</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Same mcm melahirkan yg si kakak dulu pun meragam mlm kat wad </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Esoknya dah boleh kuar wad sbb alhamdulillah baby xde masalah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hati dah mula rase sayu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dah boleh kuar wad maknanya saya akn berpantang di rumah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So mcm mana nak jumpa suami nnti</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya ambil keputusan utk pegi jap jumpe suami lps kuar wad</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Adik saya tolong tolak naik wheelchair</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sume penjaga dlm wad tu yg dah kenal saya terkejut tgk saya dah bersalin</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Masing2 menasihatkn agar saya jaga diri baik2 dlm pantang dan saya xsepatutnya byk bergerak sbb baru hari ke 2 bersalin</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami saya menangis tgk saya dah selamat bersalin dan minta maaf berkali2</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dia ckp sepatutnya dia menemani saya menjaga saya </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp nyata kita hanya merancang tp Allah dah tentukan segalanya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya pulak yg kene menjaga dia.huhu </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dipendekkan cerita saya berpantang tp xmcm berpantang pun</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dlm pantang pun saya pegi jgk jenguk suami </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sampai akhirnya saya bentan</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Baru saya tau sakitnya bentan tu mcm mane ya Allah...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">2 minggu saya xboleh bergerak lgsg sbb terlalu sakit </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Bising makcik yg tukg urut tu kat saya sbb xjaga diri dlm pantang</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hingga sekrg pun dah lebih 2 bln bersalin tp masih ade rase sakit kat bhgn rahim kesan dari bentan tu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Kesian baby xdpt jumpa abah dia selalu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Baru 3x saya bawa baby jumpe abah dia</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Bkn main hepi lagi suami bile tgk wajah anak dia...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Suami ckp...comei sungguh la anak kita kan.huhu </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya ckp kat suami cepat2 lah sembuh boleh balik rumah jumpe anak selalu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hingga ke hari ini suami saya masih lagi di wad belum mampu buat apa2<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hanya terbaring dan memerlukan penjaga utk membantu dia</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Adik lelaki suami saya yg menjaga suami sekrg</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Seminggu kena bg RM500 sbg upah utk dia belanja harian dan mkn minum.huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Xtau lah bile suami boleh balik rmh</span></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dua2 belah kaki dah masuk besi dibhgn tulang peha yg hancur tu tp mcm2 masalah timbul kesan dr operation masuk besi tu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So sekrg suami masih terlantar di wad xtau lah sampai bile</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Duduk di katil pun xboleh lg hanya mampu terbaring je</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya dah mula keje ni xdpt dah nak pegi setiap hari jenguk suami</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sesekali je saya pegi dan saya harap suami akn paham situasi saya</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sekrg ni saya lah ibu saya lah abah pada anak2</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sume urusan yg biasenya suami buat, sekrg saya yg kena uruskan sendiri</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mmg agak perit nak lalui sume ni tp apakan daya saya terpaksa jgk lalui</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Selalu sgt berharap yg sume ni hanya mimpi ngeri yg singgah dlm tido</span></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tp nyata sume ni bkn mimpi...</span></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Sume ni adalah kenyataan hidup yg perlu saya harungi </span></span></span></div>
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<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Emmm....ok lah</span></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dah pnjg lebar saya bercerita ni</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Mesti you all muak nak bace dah.hehe</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Saya pohon pada sape2 yg sudi</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Tolong lah doakan suami saya cepat sembuh</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Doakan dia betul2 insaf dgn balasan dr Allah ni walaupun saya xpenah lgsg doakan dia jd sampai mcm ni.huhu</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"></span></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dan tolong doakan anak2 saya membesar dgn sihat dan jd anak yg soleh/solehah</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Aminnnn...</span></span></span></div>
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<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-26272091640068142042015-11-30T14:39:00.002+08:002015-11-30T14:39:34.078+08:00Syukur...selamat melahirkan.<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Hari ni hari pertama keje lepas lebih 2 bulan saya cuti.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Cuti bersalin dan cuti macam2(benda yg tak terduga telah terjadi dalam hidup saya).</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Terlalu banyak yang nak diluahkan tapi tangan seakan kaku untuk menaip.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Otak seakan membeku untuk menyusun ayat satu persatu.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Macam2 benda dah berlaku dalam hidup saya lepas coretan yg terakhir tempoh hari.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Nanti lah kalau saya dah bersedia akan saya ceritakan satu persatu.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Update kali ni cuma untuk menyampaikan kaba yg saya dah selamat melahirkan baby boy.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Harap kawan2 dpt doakan agar anak saya membesar dgn sihat dan menjadi anak yg soleh kelak.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Terima kasih.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpFirst" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Assalamualaikum
Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saat saya tulis catatan ni…hanya Allah je yang tau camne perasaan saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya hancur ditikam berkali2 akibat perbuatan kecurangan abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya merintih menangis xde sape yang tau</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Biarpun
air mata dah banyak mengalir sampai dah kering xde air mata lagi dah</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya tetap jugak merintih menangis setiap hari tiap kali terkenang segala perbuatan
abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sampai
hati abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Nape
abang sanggup buat saya macam ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ape
dosa saya pada abang sampai abang hukum saya dengan hukuman seberat ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Lebih
10 tahun saya hidup di samping abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Nape
akhirnya hubungan kita jadi macam ni abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sedihnya
rase hati saya bile jadi mcm ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Segala
kenangan manis yg tercipta antara kita direntap sekelip mata</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya x
sangka hubungan yg kita bina hanya mampu bertahan 10 tahun je</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Segalanya
hancur musnah lps abang berubah hati <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>dengan tibe2 je</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ape yg
kurang lagi abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kat
mane silapnya saya ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Camne
hubungan yang selama ni saya sangka bahagia boleh berakhir sekelip mata</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ape yg
abang cari dalam hidup abang selama ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sampai
sekrg saya masih tercari2 jawapan.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Terima
kasih sbb menghadiahkan sebuah derita yang amat dasyat dlm hidup saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya xpenah terpikir lgsg akan mendapat hukuman dunia seberat ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya xpenah terpikir akan diuji sehebat2 ujian yang mcm ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sakitnya
ya Allah xtergamba dengan kata2…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Biarpun
segala mcm kata cacian dah saya hamburkan dah saya luahkan</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya masih lagi terasa sakit…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya masih
belum dapat mengubat kesakitan yang saya alami sejak kantoi abang berlaku
curang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sejak
kantoi kali pertama…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Peluang
demi peluang saya dah bagi pada abang dengan harapan abang akan betul2 berubah
dan terus jujur dan setia menyayangi saya & anak kite…Mcm dulu2…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Walaupun
perit rase hati menanggung…saya tetap maafkan abang sbb terlalu sygkan abg</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp
nyata abang makin rancak menipu saya tanpa rase bersalah cikit pun</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ntah
ape yang bermain kat fikiran dan hati abang…saya pun xtau</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
leka dan hanyut dgn nafsu dunia </span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
terus biarkan diri abang dibelenggu hasutan syaitan</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Mane
perginya diri abang yg saya kenal sebelum ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Suami
yg baik, penyayang, beriman…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Biarpun
abang kurang brtggjwb dari segi nafkah kewangan</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Xpenah
sekali pun saya pertikaikan sbb saya terlalu menyayangi abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sejak
saya menjadi isteri abang yg sah…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya menaruh sepenuh kepercayaan pada abang hingga xpenah terdetik lgsg dlm hati untuk
mencurigai abang tiap kali abang keluar bekerja</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Nape
akhirnya jadi mcm ni abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ya
Allah…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
xkan dapat bygkan apatah lagi merasei ape yg saya rase</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sakitnya saya abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tiap
kali saya teringat semua msj2 cinta antara abang dgn dia</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tiap
kali saya teringat saat2 abang keluar berdua dengan dia</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tiap
kali saya teringat saat2 abang cium dia belai dia dengan penuh rase cinta</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tiap
kali saya teringat gamba abg dengan baju tido dia</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tiap
kali saya teringat camne abang memujuk rayu dia</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tiap
kali saya teringat semuanya…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Dan
yang paling buat saya sedih…gamba abang berdua dengan dia…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya rase sakit yang teramat abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hanya
Allah yang tau camne sakitnya saya rase</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kalau
lah semua memory tu boleh dipadam sekelip mata…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Mmg saya nak sgt hilangkan sume kenangan hitam tu</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya xnak dah kenang2 lagi…Sbb saya rase sgt sakit…Saya menderita sgt2 abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
tolong lah saya hilangkan segala penderitaan ni abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah xsanggup lagi nak bertahan dengan kesakitan yg xde penawar ni abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Camne
abang boleh lupekan sekelip mata je kenangan cinta yg kita semai bertahun2
lamanya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hingga
ade org lain yg mampu bertakhta di hati abang menggantikan saya sekelip mata je</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Mane
silapnya saya abang…bgtau lah…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Nape
ikatan cinta kita hanya mampu bertahan 10 tahun je…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kat
mane silapnya abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Salah saya ke hubungan kita jd mcm ni?...</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya ke
yang bersalah abang?...</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kurang
ke layanan dan perhatian saya terhadap abang selama ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya rela dengar abang ceritakan keburukan saya<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>satu persatu andai itu menjadi punca kecurangan abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Andai
kekurangan diri saya yang menjadi punca cinta abang beralih arah…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya nak sgt tau…apakah kekurangan tu abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya
janji saya xkan berkecil hati andai abang berterus terang dengan saya..</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Mgkn saya silap sbb terlalu menyayangi abang hingga tiada lgsg terbit rase curiga
dlm hati saya selama ni terhadap abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya jd
lalai…jd terlalu percayekan abang sepenuhnya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kalau
lah dr tahun lepas mase indon tu cakkk, saya dah tegas dgn abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Mgkn
hubungan abang dgn dia xkan pergi sejauh ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hingga
ke tahap berlaku nya maksiat…ya Allah…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp tu
la…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Segalanya
telah pun berlaku dan takdir yang berlaku xkan boleh diubah lagi</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya redha abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Biarpun
rase sakit hanya Allah yg tau…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya redha ujian ni melanda hidup saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ujian
yg xpenah saya terdetik lgsg dlm hati yg saya akn lalui dlm hidup ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Biarpun
kuasa penuh kat tgn abang sebagai suami…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah nekad utk tamatkan hubungan kite ni abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah xboleh lagi nak terima abg dlm hati saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya dah tertutup rapat </span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah cube berkali2 tp nyata mmg xboleh</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah xboleh lgsg nak menatap wajah abang nak pandang tepat mata abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya rase sgt sakit abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Dengan
ape yg abang dah buat kat saya ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya cuma mintak abang faham situasi saya dan lepaskan saya cara baik…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kite
mulakan hidup baru dengan haluan dan jalan hidup masing2 lps ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah xnak lagi hidup dlm kesedihan mcm sekrg ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya nak teruskan hidup demi anak2</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Bagi saya
sekrg…anak2 adalah segala2nya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Anak2 lah yg akan beri saya kekuatan utk terus hidup lps ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp saya
hanya boleh meneruskan idup saya ni kalau abang xde di sisi saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Selagi
abang berada di sisi saya…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kenangan
hitam ni akan terus menghantui diri saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya takut akan jadi gila suatu hari nnti kalau terus hidup dengan abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
tolong la paham situasi saya abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya merayu dgn abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah xmampu lagi utk terus mencintai abang mcm sebelum ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hanya
ade rase benci tiap kali saya terkenangkan abg</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hanya
ade rase benci tiap kali saya trpandang wajah abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Camne
lagi kite nak teruskan hubungan dgn perasaan saya yg mcm tu</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya harap
abang faham…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Andai
ade secebis rase kesian terbit dlm hati abang terhadap saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tolong
la lepaskan saya dr ikatan yg sgt menyiksa saya sekrg ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Jiwa saya rase tersiksa dgn sume perbuatan2 abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sampai saya rase mcm nak mati…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
tolong lah saya ye abang…Saya dah penat dgn sume ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
tolong lah bg saya peluang untuk teruskn hidup saya bersendirian tanpa
dibelenggu hubungan abang dengan dia…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Biarpun
abang bkn insan pertama yg pernah bertakhta dlm hati saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp
abang lah insan terakhir yg beraja dlm hati saya selama lebih 10 tahun ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang
hadir dlm hidup saya…mencintai saya…menjadi tunang saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Dan
akhirnya bertakhta dlm hati saya sbg suami yang sah…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sejak saya menjadi isteri abang yang sah, mmg xde dah insan lain yg berjaya rampas
kedudukan abang dlm hati saya meskipun pelbagai ujian melanda rumahtangga kita
sebelum ni…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Walaupun
sejak berkahwin lagi saya mmg selalu kurang dibelai, jarang ada waktu bersama
abang di kamar tidur sbb jadual keje abang yang xmenentu sejak dari dulu lagi…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya tetap boleh harungi pelbagai ujian sbb saya terlalu menyayangi abang.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp bkn
untuk kali ni abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">ujian
yang melanda kali ni terlalu berat utk saya pikul.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah cube mcm2 cara termasuk memaafkan abang berkali2…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp
nyata abang masih tak berubah hingga kan kali ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dan xberjaya lg utk lupekan segala khianat yg abang buat dlm rmh tangga kita</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ape
pun…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya
ucapkan terima kasih yg x terhingga sbb abang pernah menyayangi saya selama ni
sebelum cinta abang beralih arah pada dia</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Meskipun
kad2 cinta kenangan hubungan kita berdua dah habis hangus saya bakar…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya akui mmg saya pernah rase bahagia dgn abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Terima
kasih abang utk kebahagian yg nyata sementara je</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Ianya
hilang sekelip mata bila wujudnya ruang kosong dlm hati abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya kesal sbb…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Puteri kite hadir saat cinta kita mekar harum mewangi</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp baby
yg dlm perut ni hadir tatkala abang tengah asyik bercinta dengan si dia.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sayu
rase hati bile mengenang nasib baby ni nanti.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tp
insyaallah selagi saya bernyawa…saya akan jaga dia sebaik yg boleh</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya akn cube bentuk dia jd anak yg soleh meskipun sejak kewujudan dia abang dah
bergelumang dgn maksiat.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya harap baby ni nanti xkan dapat balasan atas dosa yg abah dia lakukan.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sama-sama
lah kite berdoa.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya doakan agar abang akan bahagia lepas kite dah ikut haluan masing2 nnti</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Walaupun
kesalahan2 yg abang buat amat berat utk saya maafkan lagi…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya tetap
doakan agar abang bahagia dengan jln hidup yg abang dah pilih</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya mntk maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki atas segala dosa saya terhadap
abang selama menjadi isteri abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya tau byk kelemahan saya sbg isteri selama ni sbb tu hati abang mula berubah
mencari yg lebih sempurna</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Harap
abang halalkn segala mkn minum saya</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Halalkan
kasih syg dan cinta abang selama 10 thn sebelum ianya beralih arah</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Terima
kasih sbb byk jaga saya mase saya sakit </span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Terima
kasih…atas segala2nya lah ye abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Akhir
sekali…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya
merayu sekali lagi dgn abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tolong lah
lepaskan saya dari ikatan yg sgt menyiksakan saya sekrg ni.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Tu je
yg saya mntk dari abang</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya xmntk abang buat ape2 selain lepaskan saya dgn cara baik sebagaimana abang ikat saya dengan cara baik suatu masa dulu</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya xdpt nak kembali dgn abang mcm dulu2 lagi</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya xboleh nak lupekan sume episod hitam ni</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Dan
hati saya kuat merasakan abg perlukan saya di kala ini sbb dia xde kat sini</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Andai
si dia ada di sisi abang kala ini…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya yakin dan pasti abang akan memilih dia dan bukan saya… </span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Sorry…gamba2
kawen kite yg kat dinding tu saya dah koyakkan semua…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Hati saya sakit tgk gamba2 tu…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Dan yg
pasti gamba2 tu pun dah xde nilai bg abang lagi</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<br /></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Abang…</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Maafkan saya andai coretan ni ade mengguris hati abang </span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Saya dah cube guna bahasa yg sebaik mungkin agar tidak mengguris hati abang lagi</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
<div class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Kalau
boleh…biar lah ikatan perkahwinan kite berakhir dgn kata2 yg tidak mengguris
hati dan perasaan masing2.</span></b></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;">
</span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "lucida calligraphy"; font-size: 10.0pt;">Harap
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-71269870726077917492015-07-10T13:46:00.000+08:002015-07-10T13:46:10.146+08:00"Suami"<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">Saya suka dengan petikan status fb Ustaz Ebit Lew ni so saya copy kat sini....Klau la hubby leh faham dan insaf dgn status ni kan bagus....</span></span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">"Akhirnya yang paling diimpikan dan diperlukan oleh seorang wanita
dalam hidupnya bukanlah lelaki hensem, kacak, kaya atau lelaki yang
sempurna. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Tapi cukuplah le<span class="text_exposed_show">laki yang
menjadi suaminya yang menyayanginya hingga ke syurga. </span></span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span class="text_exposed_show">Lelaki yang paling
baik dalam dunia ialah lelaki yang paling baik pada ibu, isteri dan
anak perempuannya.</span></span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Siang
hari bekerja keras buat isteri, anak-anak dan ibubapa. Cari ilmu dan
cari rezeki halal. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Sehingga kadang-kadang lupakan dirinya demi
memenuhkan keperluan keluarga. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Dia bahagia dapat memberi dan berbelanja
buat keluarga.</span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Balik dah lewat masih peluk isteri dan anak-anak.
Ucap sayang i love u. I love u anak-anakku. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Ayah rindu kamu semua. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Mendengar isteri dan anak-anak meluahkan perasaan dan masalah walaupun
sebenarnya mereka pun sedang diuji dengan ujian.</span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Memegang tangan
mereka sambil bersentuhan mesra sambil pimpin mereka Hadis Nabi saw dan
juga buat amal kebaikan. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Mengajar iman dengan kasih sayang. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Kesalahan
isteri dan anak-anak di maafkan. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Tidak mahu apa-apa melainkan isteri dan
anak-anak masuk syurga.</span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Waktu sebelum tidur dan juga sebelum
Subuh bangun doa ya Allah ya Rahman Ya Rahim. Ampunkanlah diriku atas
kekurangan dalam mendidik isteri dan anak-anak. </span></span></i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Ya Allah hadiahkanlah
keluargaku dengan Redha Mu. Dengan syurgaMu..."</span></span></i></span></b></div>
Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-37796608150989854992015-07-06T10:15:00.000+08:002015-07-06T10:15:09.637+08:00Check Up Baby - 6bulan 2minggu<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Jumaat hari tu rase badan betul2 x sihat so xpegi keje.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Buat keputusan untuk pegi check up baby yang sepatutnya pegi jumaat minggu yg sebelum ni. </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Call kaunter klinik, staff ckp doc ada dan boleh dtg.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So saya pun terus bersiap sbb nak dpt no. giliran cepat cikit.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Mase bersiap tu hubby tgh tido terjaga pulak.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Buat2 baik nak temankan pegi check up.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ntah nape mmg rase mcm meluat menyampah sume ade.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hubby terus bgun dari tido capai kunci kete sbb xbg saya pegi sendiri.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Nak x nak trpksa jgk la pegi dgn dia.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Alhamdulillah doc ckp tumbesaran baby ok je cuma doc ckp ibu baby nmpk terlalu lemah</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Doc suruh mkn segala mcm vitamin</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya angguk je la tanda paham</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Sbnrnya saya rase emosi saya yg masih lagi belum stabil menyebabkan saya nmpk lemah</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Usia kandungan dan 6bulan 2 minggu </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Emmm...actually dah 2 bulan pegi check up doc cube nak tgk muka baby tp xberjaya pulak</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Baby asyik sorokkan muka</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Baby dlm posisi mcm bersujud so bile scan mmg nmpk belakang kepala je</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Alhamdulillah anggota yg lain sume dah cukup sifatnya dan sempurna</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Cuma wajah tu belum dpt dipastikan lagi</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Bukan ape, doc ckp penting nak tgk muka baby sbb takut ada kecacatan ke ape kan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya harap sumenye ok la sempurna. Amin.... </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Doc ckp insyaallah anak awak ni nnti rajin solat ni sbb kedudukan dia bersujud je manjang dlm kandungan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya aminkan je la.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Cer teka baby boy & girl?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Entry yg akan dtg saya bgtau ek.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Ape yg penting sekrg ni saya fokus utk teruskan hidup mcm biase.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya mmg dah berkira bab duit sekrg ni dgn hubby</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya bg duit betul2 utk tolong dia byr ape yg patut je mcm duit rumah ke</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lain2 saya akan berkira termasuk tolong byrkan bil telefon dia</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya xkan tolong lagi byr bil telefon dia ke ape</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Untuk ape saya nak byrkan bil telefon dia sedangkan dia guna telefon utk call msj wassap awek dia kan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Oleh kerana hubby xmo lepaskan saya dengan alasan masih sayang</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya redha je la walaupun hati saya mmg belum mampu menerima dia kembali</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Nak buat mcm mane kuasa talak kat tgn dia kan</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Lepas ni ape dia nak buat, lantak dia lah</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya teruskan hidup mcm biase</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Xlarat dah nak pikir psl kecurangan dia lps ni</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Selama ni nmpk ok je tp xsangka dia curang pulak</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So letih je klau saya nak terus2 mencurigai dia lps ni</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Biar la dia nak buat ape pun lps ni</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Cuma 1 je saya ckp kat dia</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Dah 2x saya terkene ni jgn hrp saya akan bersabar utk kali ke 3</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Klau kali ke 3 dia kantoi lagi, saya xkan teragak2 pegi pej agama.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Hubby just diam je dgr saya ckp mcm tu.huhu</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Saya cuma mampu berdoa semoga Allah merahmati hidup saya.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06;"><b><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Amin.</span></b></span></div>
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<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-40489023089510847062015-06-30T13:52:00.003+08:002015-06-30T13:52:56.736+08:00Ujian Terhebat<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dah balik rumah sendiri</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hubby lik kg saya, jumpe mak saya mintak maap sume dan janji xkan ulangi lagi</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dia bgtau mak saya nak jemput saya balik dgn dia. </span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dgn saya?</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Xde mintak maap ape pun</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Cuma ckp, kite bina semula rmh tangga dan abg janji akan berubah.</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saya?</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mmg xsemudah tu la nak lupekan ape yg dah jadi ni</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mmg xsemudah tu la nak percaye lagi ape yg dia ckp tu</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tp...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saya terpaksa ikut dia balik</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mak saya pujuk saya suruh lupekan ape yg dah jadi</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ckp mmg mudah...just lupekan ape yg dah terjadi</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tp...mcm mane nak lupekan tu?</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tiap kali nmpk muka hubby je saya terbyg2 kecurangan dia</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Msj2 yg dia hntr kat pmpn indon tu masih terhafal dalam pale ni</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">So macam mane nak saya lupekan...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Rumah sendiri dah rase mcm neraka bg saya</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dah xde lg kedamaian</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saya xboleh nak pandang lgsg wajah hubby</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Klau dulu tiap kali pandang wajah hubby saya rase tenang dan damai</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Penuh dgn rase cinta dan kasih</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tp sekrg...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tiap kali saya bertentang mata dgn dia saya rase benci yg teramat</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saya terbyg2 ape yg dia buat dibelakang saya</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Nak tido sebilik mmg xboleh lagi dah sekrg ni. </span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Huhhhh...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hebat sungguh ujian Allah bg kat saya</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Xterpikul dah rasenya bahu ni</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Rase mcm nak 'mati' je...biar penamat episod duka ni</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Klau ikutkan hati mmg saya nak berpisah je</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tp apakan daya kuasa kat tgn hubby dan dia xnak lepaskn saya...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ohh anak...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sedihnya rase hati ibu memikirkan kamu dlm kandungan ibu ni</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mcm mane kamu kat dlm rahim ibu sekrg ni?</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Adakah kamu turut terpalit dgn episod duka yg ibu sedang tanggung sekarang ni?</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sihat ke kamu kat dalam rahim ibu?</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ibu spatutnya bawak kamu check up mggu lepas tp abah kamu dah buat hal pulak</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Maapkan ibu sayang...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Moga kamu kuat kat dlm ni.</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dan bg ibu kekuatan utk teruskn kehidupan kite anak...</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dan ibu sentiasa berdoa moga kakak kamu jgk kuat utk harungi episod duka yg abah kamu dah timbulkan ni.</span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #351c75;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ibu tgh mengumpul kekuatan utk meneruskan kehidupan kite anak2 ibu.</span></span></span></b><br />
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<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-70708515546145811802015-06-27T00:01:00.000+08:002015-06-30T13:36:28.940+08:00Episod duka<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dah 4 hari saya di rumah family di kg.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Perkara yg pling saya takutkn akhirnya trbongkar jugak...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Mmg sgt perit utk saya telan </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dan smpai sekrg ni pun saya masih brharap yg sume ni cuma skadar mimpi ngeri </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tp...apakan daya ianya realiti.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Indon tu marah dgn saya sbb sound2 dia.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dia send bbrapa msj yg hubby saya hntr pada dia sepnjg mggu yg kami brtengkar ni.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dan msj2 tu mnjadi bukti kecurangan hubby selama ni.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Hanya Allah yg tahu cmne trlukanya hati saya bile bace msj2 yg hubby hntr kat indon tu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Msj romantik mmujuk rayu...ya Allah...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sedangkn dgn saya pun dia xpenah msj mcm tu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Hancur luluhnya rasa hati saya bace msj2 tu.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dan saya nekad kuar dr rmh.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Masih lg buntu mncari jln penyelesaian.</span></span></span></div>
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<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-214330731324970722015-06-17T08:45:00.000+08:002015-06-17T08:45:56.471+08:00No Title...<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Sekadar meluah perasaan...</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Rase tertekan.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Pg2 drive g keje sambil menangis.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Waktu keje, melupakan seketika masalah yg melanda.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Balik keje menangis lagi.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Sejak bertengkar dgn hubby, belum ada bersemuka lagi face to face dgn dia.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Tak boleh.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Tak boleh nak berdepan dgn dia.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Tak boleh nak pandang wajah dia.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Xtau ape nak buat lagi.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Memaafkan dan anggap xde ape yg berlaku?</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Xkan jadi semudah itu...</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Saya hilang sabar.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Saya WA minah indon tu.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Minah indon tu menafikan hubungan dgn hubby.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Dia kate dia xtau menahu pasal duit ke ape.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Dia kate x anggap hubby lebih dr sorang kawan.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Yg hubby pulak ckp anggap indon tu x lebih dr sorang adik.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Ya Allah sakitnya hati saya...</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Saya sound indon tu sbb mengganggu suami org.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Indon tu beriye2 mntk maaf dan menafikan.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Indon tu ckp, hubby saya yg lebih2 ade perasaan pada dia.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">So...</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Camne ni...</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Ape yg saya perlu lakukan... </span></span></span>Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-1445639452212218332015-06-15T13:54:00.001+08:002015-06-15T13:56:56.551+08:00Berendam Air Mata<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Malam td saya xboleh nak tido...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Berendam air mata. </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya sangka cerita minah indon telah berakhir dlm hidup saya</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Tp nyata sangkaan saya meleset</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Mlm tadi tinggal sorang kat rmh, hubby pegi keje...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Tergerak hati nak belek2 buku saving yg xseberapa nak saving tu.huhu</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Tgk punye tgk, terperasan hubby ade kuarkan duit RM1,000.00 dari akaun saving dia bln lps.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Cube berfikir sejenak samada hubby ade bgtau ape2 pada saya pasal pengeluaran tu atau x.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Mane la tau kot dia ade bgtau tp saya terlupe ke kan. </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Puas pikir punya pikir, mmg xde dlm kepala.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">So saya terus wa hubby tanye dia kuarkan duit tu untuk ape.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya mula rase xsdap hati bile hubby xreply wa sedangkan dia dah bace msj saya tu.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Sejam saya menanti jwpn sambil xputus asa dok ulang soklan yang sama </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Hubby mula lain mcm bile saya desak tanye berkali2 mane pegi duit RM1,000.00 tu.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Dari kul 9 mlm saya tanye dia, dia langsung xjwp</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya cube call berkali2 dia xmo jwp call</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya dah mula syak mesti ade yg xkena ni</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Last2 kul 11 mlm dia reply wa bgtau 'ade la...anggap je abg yg guna duit tu'...</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Klau you all, puas hati x dgn jwpn tu?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Kompem la xpuas hati kan?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya desak jgk tanye betul2 mane pegi duit tu.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Ok klau btul hubby yg gune, byr ape? beli ape?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya call berpuluh kali walaupun dia xjwp lgsg panggilan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Hubby msj saya ' ok la nnti abg bgtau abg cite, jgn la call2 lagi'</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Saya ugut suruh dia bgtau segera sbb saya bkn jenis yg boleh tido mlm selagi xdpt jwpn sbnr.huhu</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Akhirnya hubby mengalah</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">'Abg bgtau ni, awak jgn marah pulak...janji...'</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Ohhh...bermain dgn emosi sungguh la</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Camne saya nak janji xkan marah...kan.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Sabar lagi menanti jwpn </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">'Sbnrnya...abg tolong jamin indon tu kuar lokap...cian tgk dia dah lame duk dlm lokap<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;">'</span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Allahuakhbar....</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Hancur luluh hati saya</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Di saat saya tgh pecah pale pikirkan mane nak cari duit utk beli persiapan brg2 baby,</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Hubby senang2 je kuarkan duit saving pegi jamin indon tu kuar lokap</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Saya menangis meraung time tu jgk sorang2 kat rmh</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Punye la sakit hati saya hanya Allah yg tau</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Nmpknya hubby mmg x boleh dan x akan berubah</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Dia mmg xboleh nak lupekan indon tu</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Dia bg alasan yg dia kesian kat indon tu dan anggap indon tu mcm adik sendiri je.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>How come saya nak percaya????</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Allah betul2 menguji saya sekrg ni</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Rase sedih, kecewa sume ade</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Saya lgsg xboleh nak tido mlm tadi dok pikir ape kesudahan rmh tangga kami ni</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Saya mula terpikir yg hubby selama ni nmpk mcm syg kat saya sbb saya ni bekerja</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Mmg gaji saya 2 kali ganda gaji dia dan selama ni kad bank saya pun hubby yg pegang</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Adakah sbb tu dia masih layan saya mcm isteri atau mmg sbb sayang</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Saya pun dah jd konpius.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Hati saya sayu terkenang anak saya yg sulung dan anak yg bakal lahir ni</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Anak saya yg sulung tiap kali nak beli baju, dia akn tgk dulu tanda harga</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Bila harga agk mahal, dia akan lpskan dan ckp kat saya kita cari baju lain bu yg ni mahal sgt.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Sampai tahap mcm tu padahal dia sorang je pun, adik dia lum lahir lagi</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Anak saya tau ibu abah dia kurg berkemampuan nak belikan dia pakaian mewah2 dan branded.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Tp abah dia....</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Senang2 kuarkan duit RM1,000.00 semata2 nak tolong indon tu</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Ya Allah...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Saya tgh mengumpul semangat utk meneruskan sisa2 kehidupan saya</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Dan pada saat ini...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Ape yg saya rase...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Saya x boleh nak terima ape yg hubby dah buat kat saya</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Rase mcm dipijak2</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Rase mcm diperbodohkan</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Nape...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Nape suami xleh nak jujur dgn saya...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Nape mesti buat saya mcm ni...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Mcm mana dgn bakal baby yg akan lahir xsampai 4 bulan pun lagi ni</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Ya Allah...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Lemahnya rase bdn saya...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b>Luntur rase semangat saya...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #990000;">Allah....Allah...Allah... </span></span> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"> </span></span></span></span> </span></span></span></span></span> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"> </span> </span></span> </span></span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span style="color: #990000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: black;"> </span> </span> </span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<br />Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-16674227236858936432015-05-26T13:08:00.001+08:002015-05-26T13:08:05.315+08:005 bulan...<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Assalamualaikum...</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Alhamdulillah baru masuk 5 bulan usia kandungan</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Keadaan kesihatan xberapa mengizinkan menyebabkan saya tak berkesempatan utk membuat coretan di blog saya ni.huhu</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Mmg sangat2 mencabar bile hamil dengan pelbagai penyakit dan usia yg mcm saya ni.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Hamil dalam mase yg sama mmg ade masalah GERD/Asid reflux dan endometriosis...Mmg sangat menguji diri.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Hanya Allah yg tahu apa yg saya alami apa yg saya tanggung sepanjang 5 bulan ini tp bila dah mulai merasa gerakan aktif dalam rahim, saya makin kuat semangat untuk mengharungi lagi 4 bulan yang mendatang ni.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Pergerakan saya dah semakin terbatas walaupun usia kandungan baru memasuki 5 bulan. Sebab ape? Sbb saya akan rase kesakitan yang teramat di bhgn kiri dan kanan rahim setiap kali bergerak atau duduk terlalu lama. Doc ckp sume tu sbb parut endometriosis saya yang masih bersarang kat kiri dan kanan ovari ni.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Masalah GERD/Asid Reflux pun ganas menyerang waktu hamil ni.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">4 bulan saya bertarung dengan keadaan fizikal saya yg sgt2 lemah sbb x boleh lgsg masuk mknn atau minuman akan kuar balik sampaikan hari2 saya muntah asid. Tp saya ni jenis yg x suke duduk hospital so saya sanggup bertahan kat rumah.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Doc pun ada ckp klau selagi ade kuar air kencing tu bermakna badan belum terlalu kering dan boleh bertahan lagi so saya akan paksa minum air walaupun tau akan kuar balik.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Mmg sangat berbeza hamil kali ni berbanding mase anak saya yg 1st 9thn dulu. Ye ar mungkin faktor umur dan pelbagai penyakit.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Klau hamil yg dulu saya boleh tido 24 jam di awal2 kehamilan, tp kali ni saya mengalami masalah lgsg xboleh nak tido xkira siang atau malam sbb rase sakit yg saya alami. Masyaallah mmg sgt menyiksakan.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Saya lgsg xmenjengah dapur selama 4 bulan sbb xboleh lgsg bau tumis masakan walaupun hanya bau wap masak nasi saya akan muntah. Punye la teruknya. So hubby la yg akn tolong tapaukan ataupun tolong masak yg simple2 sedangkan saya trpaksa berkurung dlm bilik sbb xboleh nak bau tumisan atau wap msk nasi. </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Dipendekkan coretan, sekrg ni baru lah ok cikit xde dah muntah asid cuma masalah asid reflux dan parut endo yg sgt menyakitkan ni mmg doc pun xtau nak buat mcm mane lagi. Saya kene kuat semangat lagi 4 bulan yg akan datang ni. Minta tolong kwn2 doakan tuk saya ye. </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Emmm...utk check up bulanan saya masih lagi teruskan under Doc Alina kat hospital Salam Senawang.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Terpaksa la berkorban wang ringgit utk check up bulanan kat hospital swasta sbb hanya Doc Alina tu je yg paham situasi penyakit saya sbb mmg treatment visanne pun under dia sebelum berjaya hamil ni.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Doc Alina pun sgt baik dan memahami dan saya pun sangat selesa dengan dia. Klau lah duit banyak, nak bersalin pun under dia kalau boleh tp apakan daya mmg di luar kemampuan saya la klau berhajat nak bersalin kat swasta.huhu</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Emmm...ape lagi nak cite ek?</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Ohh about my hubby, alhamdulillah sejak saya disahkan hamil mgkn dia pun insaf dah kot.hehe. </span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Dan alhamdulillah saya amat bersyukur dia sgt2 menjaga saya sepanjang 5 bulan ni. Xpenah lgsg dia mengeluh atau marah dgn karenah saya walaupun sepanjang 5 bulan ni mmg kate org tu hormon tgh mcm ni ha mmg byk la ragam eh.huhu.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Dan saya terima khabar minah indon tu...dah kono tangkap sbb xde permit duduk malaysia. Mcm2 hal kan.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Semoga Allah merahmati perjalanan hidup saya dan kita semua.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Semoga Allah permudahkan saya lalui lagi 4 bulan yg mendatang dan selamat hingga ke akhirnya.</span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: blue;">Saya minta maaf andai coretan saya ni ada menyebabkan kalian terase hati ke ape ek mgkn tanpa saya sedar. </span></span></b></div>
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Safiyyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00619405880294362185noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966560744936120605.post-31190116423946590122015-03-19T17:22:00.003+08:002015-03-19T17:23:03.061+08:00Allahuakhbar...Akhirnya 'double line' itu muncul...<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Allahuakhbar...Allahuakhbar...Allahuakhbar...</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Syukur Alhamdulillah... </span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Xtau nak ckp mcm mane</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Akhirnya saya temui 'double line'...buat kali ke 2 dlm idup saya</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lepas anak yg 1st tu sekrg dan 9 thn usianya</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Usia saya menjangkau 37 tahun ini</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Akhirnya Allah makbulkan doa saya selama ini</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kini dah masuk 10 minggu</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Berjaya terus hamil sebaik sahaja saya stop visanne (saya amik visanne 6 bln) </span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Saya xboleh nak cite panjang dlm entry kali ni sbb tgh xlarat sgt sekrg ni</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Mengalami alahan yg sangat teruk berbanding 9 thn lepas</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Doc ckp sbb saya pengidap GERD yg serius so hormon pregnant tu akan membuatkn masalah GERD saya semakin serius.</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tgh mengumpul kekuatan dan semangat moga semuanya selamat hingga ke akhirnya</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Minta jasa baik kawan2 tolong doakan saya ek.</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kalau keadaan mengizinkan nnti saya akan update lagi.</span></span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: #351c75;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Terima kasih Allah... </span></span></b></span><br />
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lps kes hubby dgn pmpn indon hari tu lame jgk lah hubungan kami dingin.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hati saya sgt2 terluka.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mcm2 cara gak hubby cube memujuk tp saya masih xdpt nak maafkan.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hubby janji mcm2...</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Xkan buat lagi la, xkan ulang lg la kesalahan yg sama, dan mcm2 lagi la.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Last2 saya beralah jgk.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saya maafkan dia.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Walaupun dalam hati saya masih meragui kejujuran dia.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saya xyakin dgn dia.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tp saya maafkan dia.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dan...saya berserah pada Allah selebihnya.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dgn cara tu je hati saya jadi tenang.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Memaafkan dan berserah selebihnya pada Allah.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Andai dia buat perkara yang x elok di belakang saya pun saya redha je la.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sbb saya pun xtau ape dia buat di belakang saya.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Andai dia dlm diam menjalinkan hubungan dgn indon tu tanpa pengetahuan saya pun saya xmampu nak buat ape2 lagi dah.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Moga ade hikmah atas ujian yang menimpa hidup saya ni.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Apa pun yg berlaku, idup perlu diteruskan....</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mudah memaafkan...tp sukar melupakan.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tu la sifat saya dari dulu.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mmg sampai bile2 pun saya xkan lupakan apa yg berlaku ni.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ape yg saya mampu lakukan, just meneruskan kehidupan mcm biase.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;">Terima kasih kawan2 sume yg amik berat psl saya. </span></b></span></span></div>
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